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I get up around 7, get out of bed around 9.
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It was fate.
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I should have seen it coming all along, because a good girl, well, she can only be good until all this good is gone.
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A hundred days have made me older.
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Welcome back everybody to 69 South.
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I am Chop.
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I'm your host today, and with me always is my beautiful co-host, Julie.
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How are you doing, babe?
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Amazing as always.
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This is a podcast where we don't just scratch the surface.
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We dive deep and I mean deep into these cases that truly shape our understanding of law, of truth and, perhaps most importantly, of human resilience.
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So welcome everyone to another episode.
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We're glad you're with us today, and we are indeed diving headfirst into a legal document that has sent ripples to a quiet Indiana community.
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We're meticulously examining the recent probable cause affidavit of John Dale Payton.
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This isn't just a dry legal filing.
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It's the genesis of a story that demanded to be heard.
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That's right, babe.
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And for those unfamiliar with the name, John Payton is not some stranger passing through.
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He is a longtime resident of Morton County, Indiana, specifically residing in the Martinsville area for many, many years.
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His roots run deep in that community, which only adds to the layers and uncovering hidden truths that some might have preferred to remain buried.
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Our ability to bring these stories to you, that is amazing and unbelievable.
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I would have never thought six months ago that this is where 69 South would be.
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I'm still in shock.
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So it's crazy to be in over 80 different countries and thousands and thousands of cities.
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It's really unbelievable, isn't it.
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It's cool as shit if you ask me.
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Shocked as fuck, honestly.
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But today we're tackling a case that's as heartbreaking as it is complex A story of alleged abuse, a recantation and a decades-long journey towards justice that's only now finding its footing.
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This is the probable cause affidavit filed in Morgan County, indiana, on June 6, 2025 under cause number 55D01-2506-FA-000834.
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It's a story that spans from the early 2000s to just a few weeks ago and it centers on a young woman we'll call Victim One, and her stepfather, john Del Payton.
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The very mention of these details the dates, the specific location is immediate grounds us in reality of what we're discussing today.
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This isn't theoretical.
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This is a lived experience and it's one that has tragically spanned a significant portion of victim one's life.
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The layers of this case are intricate, weaving together family dynamics, legal maneuvers and the profound lingering effects of trauma.
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That's right, julie.
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This isn't just a legal document.
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It's a window into a family torn apart by allegations of child molestation, a recantation that muddied the waters and a recent push to reopen the case with new compelling evidence.
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We're going to walk through the affidavit step by step, meticulously piecing together the narrative from the perspective of Detective Sergeant Patrick Williams, who's been at the heart of this investigation.
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His methodical approach, as laid out in the affidavit, allows us to follow the thread of his complex story from its initial whispers to its current, more definitive form.
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But first a quick heads up.
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This episode deals with sensitive topics, including sexual abuse and its emotional aftermath.
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We'll handle it with the utmost care, respect and compassion, but listener discretion is definitely advised.
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We understand that these conversations can be triggering and we encourage everyone to prioritize their well-being while listening.
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So I wanted this story to come across right and so important that this is our second time recording it and third time rewriting it because we wanted to get it out and have it perfect and tell the story the right way, because it's a little bit different than ones we have done before.
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We've never dealt with a victim that had recanted her story.
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I know it really breaks my heart thinking about the whole story all sewed together, man, it's unbelievable.
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Unbelievable, yeah, and the courage and the kindness and the resilience of this victim just blows my mind.
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Well, let's start at the beginning.
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Just blows my mind.
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Well, let's start at the beginning.
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This case has roots stretching back to 2009 to 2011, when the alleged incidences took place.
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Think about that time frame years of a young child's life marked by these deeply troubling events.
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But the story really picks up in 2014, when Victim One first came forward.
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That's when the initial investigation began, led by now retired detective James Minton.
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So let's set the scene.
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It's 2014.
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Victim 1 is a teenager about 14 or 15 years old, navigating the tumultuous years of adolescence, and she makes a shocking disclosure to her mother and authorities about her stepfather, john Payton.
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It's a moment of immense courage, but also one riddled with uncertainty and fear.
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What do we know about that first brave attempt to seek justice?
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How did that initial report unfold, and what were the immediate consequences for victim one and her family?
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immediate consequences for victim one and her family.
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Well, based on the affidavit, the victim's initial allegations were profoundly serious.
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She claimed that over a period of years, starting when she was just six or seven years old and imagine that a child barely out of childhood, john had subjected her to multiple instances of sexual abuse.
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Wow.
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So just think about this for a minute.
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When a child is six years old, they are still developing, you know, their emotional regulation skills.
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They may start, still experience fears or anxieties, such as a fear of monsters or strangers.
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Shit.
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They're just not learning how to add.
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Yeah, and tie their shoes and they can count up to 10.
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Now you combine that with sexual abuse from a person that's a caregiver or a loved one or a trusted individual can have a profound and deeply negative impact on a child's understanding of themselves, of others and of the world.
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Form of abuse can be devastating because of the betrayal of trust and the distorted dynamics within the family.
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I mean kids that age only know what they're taught.
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They're looking to the adults in their life to guide them and what the adults are doing and showing them.
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I mean adults are doing and showing them.
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I mean that's facts and law to them in a sense.
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And it affects them in the future as well to form healthy relationships with people Absolutely, because they're at a stage in their life where they're just learning and once they learn that betrayal, it's hard for them to ever trust again.
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I mean shit that's going on.
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They perceive as you know.
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They normalize that shit.
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Yeah, and it can even lead to the young child having sexualized thoughts or questions and they may have inappropriate sexual knowledge and are asked questions about sex beyond their age.
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Now.
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These incidents allegedly occurred in various homes across Indiana Greencastle, cloverdale, eminence and Paragon, places where the family lived during her childhood her childhood.
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This detail alone paints a picture of a childhood marked by instability and, tragically, by alleged ongoing abuse as the family moved from one location to another.
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The affidavit details specific, deeply unsettling memories.
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Victim one shared during her recent interviews, memories that have evidently remained vivid and painful over the years.
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She recalled being touched inappropriately while sleeping in her parents' bed, a place that should be a sanctuary of safety and comfort.
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She also described being coerced into touching John, a violation of her bodily and anatomy at a such tender age.
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And then there's the particularly disturbing incident involving oral sex when she was around eight or nine.
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That just blows me away and disgusts me by the way, which she associates with the distinctive, almost synthetic memory of the taste of certain foods and puke.
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It's harrowing stuff, julie, the kind of detail that lodges itself in your mind and it's clear.
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These memories, these traumatic experiences, have haunted her for years, shaping her life in profound and difficult ways.
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The fact that these memories persisted, despite attempts to suppress them, speaks volumes about the depth of the trauma that she experienced.
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That's an incredibly heavy weight to carry for anyone, let alone a child so young.
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The affidavit mentions that victim one was forensically interviewed at Susie's Place, a child advocacy center, back in 2014.
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These centers are designed to be safe, neutral spaces for children to disclose abuse, and it's where she first laid out the allegations, in a structured, child-friendly setting with professionals trained to conduct such sensitive interviews.
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One would hope that after such a brave disclosure, the path to justice would be clear.
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But here's where the story takes a heartbreaking and perplexing turn.
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And perplexing turn.
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Despite her initial detailed disclosure, the case did not move forward at that time.
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Why?
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Because victim one recanted her story.
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She told authorities and her family that she made it all up and, with the direct involvement of John's attorney, stephen Litz, the case was effectively closed.
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This is a pivotal moment that complicates everything.
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What do you think led to that recantation?
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What pressures, what circumstances?
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What might compel a child to retract such serious allegations?
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I don't know, man, that's a tough one to unpack, babe.
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Unfortunately it's a pattern we see far too often in cases involving child abuse.
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The affidavit strongly suggests a mix of profound emotional pressure and complex, fractured family dynamics played a huge, undeniable role in the recantation.
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When the victim first told her mother about the abuse around, the initial reaction, heartbreakingly, wasn't immediate support or belief.
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Instead, her mother was described as being in denial and shock, which anybody probably would be struggling to process such devastating information about her longtime husband.
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To compound victim one's emotional burden, her older sister reportedly called her a fucking liar, creating an isolating rift within her closest family union.
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Isolating rift within her closest family union.
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The initial disbelief that questioning from the very people she should have been able to rely on for the unconditional support must have been devastating for a vulnerable teenager man.
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Yeah, because she came out and then at that point they were like no, I don't believe you, you're a liar, you fucking liar.
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I believe you, you're a liar, you fucking liar.
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I mean I can just see two sisters around that age stuff to recant events that they say that happened like that.
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You know, as the investigation began to unfold, victim one at this time just 14 or 15 years old, saw the immense toll it took on everyone around her.
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She witnessed her mother struggling deeply with the guilt and the weight of all of these revelations.
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She observed her sister distancing herself, even moving out of the family home to relocate with her boyfriend, further fracturing the family unit.
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And of course, there was the looming threat of John facing serious criminal charges, potentially even prison, which would undoubtedly shatter what remained of their family structure.
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Victim one asked a chilling question to her mother what would happen if she said she had lied, even though she admitted that she did not lie?
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This isn't just a rhetorical question.
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It's a desperate plea, a clear indication of the internal conflict that she was experiencing.
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She explicitly told her mother she didn't want John to die in jail.
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I mean there's a lot to unpack right there For one.
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You could tell this poor child has a huge heart.
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It seems to me in this part of the story that she is more worried about how everybody else feels how it's going to affect everybody else if she tells the truth about what the fuck this dude's been doing to her.
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Mm-hmm.
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I mean, to put that amount of weight on a 14 or 15-year-old girl is just incomprehensible to me Like the glue that really holds the family together.
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Right by keeping their silence.
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I mean her and her sister.
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As sisters are, they were probably close, I mean.
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Mother-daughter relationships.
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I mean, I know they're tedious at that time.
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Absolutely.
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But what about this Peyton dude man?
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He was probably supporting the whole family.
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I wonder if mom was like you know, if he goes to prison we'll fucking lose everything.
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You know what I mean?
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Maybe she really loved this Peyton dude and she herself didn't want to believe it.
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I don't know, man, it's a mess.
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They say, love is blind, but I mean Some Stevie Wonder love.
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Hindsight's 20-20.
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Yeah, yeah.
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That overwhelming sense of responsibility for her family's well-being, for their emotional stability, seems to have been the powerful force that pushed her, at such a young and oppressible age, to recant her truth.
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And, tragically, this recantation occurred with John's attorney, stephen Litz, directly present, adding an extra layer of intimidation and legal pressure to an already vulnerable situation.
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It's a tragic treatment to the immense burden placed upon victims, especially children, when they come forward with abuse allegations within their own families.
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Now that's such an agonizing detail.
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Now that's such an agonizing detail the idea that this teenager felt she had to protect her family, protect her abuser, even by silencing her own painful truth.
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It's an unbearable weight for any child to carry.
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The affidavit notes that the recantation was recorded, which is a critical piece of information.
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Victim 1 also signed something, though she didn't fully understand what it was.
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She was only 14 or 15 years old.
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This highlights the power imbalance in her vulnerable mental state at the time.
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John's attorney Litz facilitated the entire process.
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Attorney Litz facilitated the entire process and his presence, as you mentioned, undoubtedly added immense pressure.
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The legal maneuver effectively ended in 2014, leaving victim one's allegations unaddressed and unpunished for years.
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Victim one's mother was present during this recantation and she later reflected that Victim 1's mental state at the time was a significant factor hinting at the distress Victim 1 was experiencing.
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It's heartbreaking to think how isolated she must have felt, caught between her deeply held trauma and the overwhelming pressure, both legal and with her family, to retract her truth.
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The emotional landscape of that moment must have been incredibly complex and difficult, distressing for her.
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I bet she was scared to death, absolutely.
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I mean, you're in a lawyer's office and I'm sure they're, I'm sure the lawyers, spilling his freaking spill about you know if you lie in court you could be in trouble.
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If you made up these stories I mean we can prove you lie right, right, I can not saying that it was what's, but I can picture the situation Absolutely.
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It's sadly common scenario in cases of child sexual abuse for victims to recant, especially when they face profound family fallout, disbelief or outright coercion.
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The affidavit even points this out, noting that such behavior fits a recognized pattern seen in other investigations of child abuse, a pattern born out of fear, loyalty and the desperate hope of restoring a you know, a normalcy of their family unit.
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It's a survival mechanism.
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It's a way for a child to cope with an impossible situation.
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But here's where the story takes a powerful and hopeful turn.
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Let's fast forward to 2025, a full decade after the initial recantation.
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That's when this case gets a critical second life.
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On February 20th 2025, the Morgan County Prosecutor's Office reached out to Detective Patrick Williams the reason the victim had courageously re-contacted them.
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She expressed a profound regret for her recantation, indicating that it was not her true statement, and revealed that she had new, crucial information to share.
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She desperately wanted to speak again to finally have her true story heard.
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That's when Detective Williams, recognizing the significance of this development, stepped in to thoroughly reinvestigate the case.
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What did he find, julie, when he sat down with the victim on March 5th 2025?
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What new insights, what new details did she bring to light after a decade of silence.
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The interview conducted on March 5th 2025 is a critical, pivotal piece of this entire puzzle.
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Victim one, now an adult, opened up about the abuse in excruciating detail, revisiting memories she'd tried so desperately to suppress for years.
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The passage of time had not dulled the pain or the clarity of these recollections.
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In fact, therapy had helped her process and recall more.
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She spoke about how the abuse began when she was terrifyingly young, just six or seven years old, while they were living in Greencastle.
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She described John touching her inappropriately through her pajamas while she slept in her bed, a profound violation of trust and safety within what should have been her most secure space.
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She meticulously detailed how the abuse escalated over time being forced to touch him, being coerced into other acts and particularly disturbing incident around the age of 10 in where John had allegedly compared her body parts to her mother's body parts after inappropriately touching.
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That's fucked up.
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This detail alone speaks to a deep, disturbing psychological manipulation.
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Alongside the physical abuse, the physical abuse.
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Victim 1 also candidly shared the immense emotional toll these experiences had taken on her over the years Chronic self-harm, suicidal thoughts and a later diagnosis of complex PTSD.
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From all this sustained trauma, her life had been profoundly shaped by these hidden scars.
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But what stands out most powerfully and what truly changed the trajectory of this case is her explanation for the recantation.
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She reiterated that she had felt overwhelmingly responsible for her family's pain, particularly her mother's distress, and she tragically blamed herself for the chaos that had ensued.
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It was a burden no child should have been ever forced to carry, and her clear adult reflection on the past decision provided crucial context for Detective Williams.
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She was no longer a frightened teenager.
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She was a survivor, determined to set the record straight, armed with the wisdom and the perspective gained from years of processing her trauma.
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This interview was not just a recounting of events.
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It was an act of profound courage and a testament to her unwavering pursuit of truth.
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It's incredible how much she's been through and yet she found the immense strength, the sheer will to come forward again to relive these horrific memories for the sake of justice.
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We have read this PCA and the victim's recounting of a lot of the shit that happened to this poor child, and it's even certain foods, certain smells, certain situations that reminds her.
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Trigger that triggers her memories of the shit this man did to her at such a young age.
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It's so bad that we don't even want to read it.
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I mean, these are not general allegations.
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These are deeply imprinted sensory memories that are characteristics of true traumatic recall.
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He also mentions that, through her ongoing therapy, she had begun to recover additional repressed memories, like an assault when she was nine, where John allegedly used his fingers to cause significant pain.
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These profound and specific details were not part of her 2014 narrative, suggesting that she has been processing this complex trauma over time, allowing these suppressed memories to surface as she healed and gained strength.
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It paints a picture of a mind slowly, painfully reconstructing its own past peace by agonizing peace.
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And that's precisely where the truly new compelling evidence comes in.
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Victim 1 didn't just bring her renewed testimony, and that's precisely where the truly new compelling evidence comes in.
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Victim one didn't just bring her renewed testimony, she brought tangible, verifiable recordings and screenshots to the table for Detective Williams.
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In one damning audio recording, she courageously confronts John directly, demanding an apology for his actions and, incredibly, john eventually says he's sorry, though he immediately tries to deflect and minimize, attempting to shift blame John by claiming she initiated contact when she was 13 years old.
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But she was like what about when I was six?